If you are coming here and have already read this text, note that God saves, forgives, heals and loves. Often my emotions come out through my text. While I try to be as real as I can, the Bible's true picture is a strong warning that people must have a relationship through Jesus Christ. Without a loving relationship with Jesus you can't go to heaven. I am sorry to tell you this, as this also applies to myself, but a hateful heart does not lead to a forgiven relationship with Christ Jesus. You can be saved by calling on the name of the LORD: See verse below. (Rom 10:9) That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. I am sorry but I get a lot of thoughts and they come as a lot of words. I need to do some editing so please pardon my mess. I guess there is a flavor to what I write and that is a flavor based on ancient Bible versions. That flavor is the exact truth. God forgives but there is an easy way and a hard way to God. For this I will not elaborate for fear of God and too much difficult truths. One thing I have noticed after 18 years of Christianity is that God's judgment is fair. You may not like it because it means actually doing something and not being a couch potato Chrsitian.
I am a real problem to Satan! I have been persecuted to no end by the devil. We have all suffered; so in reality these sites are probably not for the priviledged super rich. Chances are you are here because you are tired and alone and need a relationship with LORD Jesus Christ. Then perhaps you and I can relate. Most of the people I know suffer though not all know Jesus. Sometimes we don't know how to start up a relationship with Christ. Kneel and pray to Jesus and begin reading a Bible. Start with an easy version if you must and begin reading the Bible today. On my sites I speak a lot because for me my words are therapudic. I hope you gain something out of my sites because I have poured out all my love and strength into building them. I know there is more work to do but sadly my energy has ran out here.
What is a real person? It is not someone who has to have a mansion to live. It is not someone that has a personal chief cook their meals. It is not someone with DreamWeaver to build their websites. It is not someone with no missspelled words. It is not the person with all kinds of money. This site is built for the underdog. This site is here for the poor. This site is for those who love Jesus more than they love their wallets. This site is for those that traded riches for poverty and sold pride for humility. This site is for the loving and kind. This site is for the person that found my site even though I can afford no backlinks or domain names. This site is a place where I can say I love you. This site is busy and cluttered like the small home you have to live in even if it is a hut in the jungle or a crowded orphanage in Pakistan.
I realize there are a lot of forms of Christianity. Many people have been in a certain religion all their lives and do not know any different. My religion is the Bible and ancient ones at that. We can't go around discouraging others and getting them to quit God. Remember this it is not the church or Bible version that gets a person to heaven but their personal walk with God. Muslims are seeing God in dreams and visions and we cannot judge them. We have to accept them for who they are as they are coming to know Jesus. We have to understand not everyone even has a Bible especially like people in Iran. Understand this though; the road to heaven is narrow and not everyone will be there. You can lose your salvation which differs from a lot of beliefs. (Mat 7:14) Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. (Php 2:12) Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. (1Pe 4:18) And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?
(Luk 8:4) And when much people were gathered together, and were come to him out of every city, he spake by a parable:
(Luk 8:5) A sower went out to sow his seed: and as he sowed, some fell by the way side; and it was trodden down, and the fowls of the air devoured it.
(Luk 8:6) And some fell upon a rock; and as soon as it was sprung up, it withered away, because it lacked moisture.
(Luk 8:7) And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprang up with it, and choked it.
(Luk 8:8) And other fell on good ground, and sprang up, and bare fruit an hundredfold. And when he had said these things, he cried, He that hath ears to hear, let him hear.
(Luk 8:9) And his disciples asked him, saying, What might this parable be?
(Luk 8:10) And he said, Unto you it is given to know the mysteries of the kingdom of God: but to others in parables; that seeing they might not see, and hearing they might not understand.
(Luk 8:11) Now the parable is this: The seed is the word of God.
(Luk 8:12) Those by the way side are they that hear; then cometh the devil, and taketh away the word out of their hearts, lest they should believe and be saved.
(Luk 8:13) They on the rock are they, which, when they hear, receive the word with joy; and these have no root, which for a while believe, and in time of temptation fall away.
(Luk 8:14) And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection.
(Luk 8:15) But that on the good ground are they, which in an honest and good heart, having heard the word, keep it, and bring forth fruit with patience.
I know in my personal walk with Jesus I nearly lost my salvation many times over. That does not prove God is angry and ready to smite you at the first sign of trouble. God is a loving God and He loves you. God is patient and waiting for you to come around. God wants a relationship with you, not just a lukewarm love that grows angry with God as I have done. (Rev 3:16) So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
I hope to one day see heaven, and see Jesus. I hope to never hear the words (Mat 7:23) And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
In my personal walk I admit I am scared because I fear God. I want God to love me and I never feel good enough. That is my problem though. I am a worse sinner than you are. Believe me I have read the Bible cover to cover many times in the King James. I guess I am just saddened by a very cruel and lost world. One day soon this world will be over and we will live again in everlasting peace in a paradise earth.
I think you too will be there and I am speaking to the person reading this. As a writer I continue to write and write as I learn more and more. I have not seen a harvest upon these sites I gave to God. Perhaps God has shared this url to you in a dream. Perhaps it is the saving grace God wants you to experience in heaven. My God loves you very much. I know it is not seen in my words but there is love and that love has a name and that name is Jesus.
I have come to the grips that my sites may be seeing visitors where I am not seeing them. I would bet the nasty old Devil has had his joke out on me. I believe these sites will be seeing traffic and I will not see the fruit of my own labor. I did not create these sites to be viewed by no one but rather share the love of Christ upon the lost and hurting.
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I know I come off very negative and hurt after what happened in my worst states of mental illness. I have mentioned Brock's name so many times but rather than giving Brock glory all glory goes to God. It was God's perfect will to show evil what they can't do with all kinds of money. On the other hand look what a poor righteous man can do with almost nothing. What hurt the most was thinking God hated me for losing my money but it was in God's perfect plan. These websites have not seen their last days in fact God will get them out there when he is good and ready. What I came across with extreme negatism only makes me look bad. I have been angry as well as to the point of tears thinking I hurt God and that God could not forgive me. As for Brock he will have to face God on God's terms. Justice will have its way and Brock will be damned to hell for eternity. amen.
(2Th 1:6) Seeing it is a righteous thing with God to recompense tribulation to them that trouble you.
One of the hardest things in the Christian life is forgiveness. As I work writing this my computer the computer is stumbling begging to work. People can be so evil and that is what Brock and Todd are pure evil. On the other hand they are also cowards and weak. Both of them are spending eternity in hell and to be honest it won't make me sad. Brock is a hard thing to overcome mentally. Brock destroyed my finances but now it looks like I am overcoming them nine years after what evil devices Brock started. I will climb and they will fall so it looks like I won't have to remain angry and Brock or Todd. In a way I almost pity them as they are fools who will face God's Wrath. It is a sad day when folks who challenge God rebuking their maker only to get ahead for a silly season. Satan then retracts his golden hand and the short term blessings end all together. On the other hand if you yoke up with Christ God's blessings are everlasting.
PS I won't have to be angry with those who hate me. My God who I love and serve will take my anger and hatred from me and God can throw away the key to hell's gates. Let Brock and Todd fight my God who has unlimited strength. Now I realize now after all the years of pain I don't have to hate those who hate me anymore. I cannot lie to you or God. I have still not been able to forgive those that destroyed my life. I am sorry it is just not that easy. I really tried to forgive but I can't forgive evil.
I realize after listening to several pastors on You Tubes I am in the wrong. I thought about putting this on a separate page but that would be evil of me. Everything I say must agree with the King James Authorized Version otherwise I am not right. On a You Tube I came across a verse they showed. It is as follows: Galatians 1:8 is the verse that got my attention. The verses that follow are also important as I will explain. (Gal 1:8) But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed. (Gal 1:9) As we said before, so say I now again, If any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed. (Gal 1:10) For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ. (Gal 1:11) But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not after man. (Gal 1:12) For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ. I believe our time during this wicked system is nearly at an end. While I have only been studying the Bible for 18 years I lack experience that others have. Also I have not been a good steward of my time. The point of these verses is a gavel is in God's hand and if I mess up and tell a person wrong their blood is on my head. Not everyone will make it to heaven. Sometimes we have to judge and tell people when they are on the wrong track. (Mat 7:13) Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
I realize now why I never became a preacher as I vowed to. I have to agree with the King James Bible in all points. I am sorry but we are often given decades of life to make a choice to serve God or not. We all seem to take God for granted thinking God will love us and forgive each and every sin. See I guess in a way I am fulfilling my vow as a preacher. (I cannot equate myself with Noah, King Solomon, and the Apostle Paul as they were the only three mentioned as preachers in the Bible. All too often we tend to take a piece of paper and boast of something we earned. Brock did this to me and others.) Point being said we can't will a person into heaven. (Gal 6:5) For every man shall bear his own burden. It is nice to do but it doesn't work that way. Sometimes I want to cry over souls that are lost. If I did this there would be an endless stream of tears. We cannot please men with the gospel, because there is opposition to the truth. What I preach is that sometimes you have to do something for God. When faced with a life or death decision chose Jesus. You may die in the process but I feel that is the importance of serving God. I would rather work too hard for God and make it into heaven than do nothing and fail. God does tell us by grace we are saved but the following verse mentions works. I am not making this up: (Eph 2:8) For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: (Eph 2:9) Not of works, lest any man should boast. (Eph 2:10) For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them. (Jas 2:20) But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? (Jas 2:21) Was not Abraham our father justified by works, when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar? (Jas 2:22) Seest thou how faith wrought with his works, and by works was faith made perfect? (Jas 2:23) And the scripture was fulfilled which saith, Abraham believed God, and it was imputed unto him for righteousness: and he was called the Friend of God. (Jas 2:24) Ye see then how that by works a man is justified, and not by faith only. (Jas 2:25) Likewise also was not Rahab the harlot justified by works, when she had received the messengers, and had sent them out another way? (Jas 2:26) For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also. If I tell you a lie then I am doing like many others who preach "you say my magic words and all of a sudden you don't have to do a thing for Christ." That is a lie that will land you in hell. Many smooth pastors with cool water and kind words tell you a false lying gospel. I do not advocate working your tail off for God because that won't get you to heaven either. (Mic 6:8) He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God? (Hos 4:6) My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children. People that did not have Bibles during the dark ages valued the Word when they got it in the language they could read. Most people nowdays don't value God's Word. It is too easy to get and too easy to forget. I take God's Word very seriously as I am an evil sinner who fell into Satan's trap more than once and survived. Now I owe God for sparing my soul from eternity in hell or life in prison. We all owe God something: (Luk 7:47) Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little.
Music is and movies are another stronghold from the enemy. I know a lot of what I watch is not edifying. I enjoy klove.com music. I hate demonic movies and I don't watch old movies from my heathen days. Lately as of November 2019 I have been hearing the poisoning from grace based songs on Christian radio stations. People will say I am overly legalistic. I am legalistic but I also believe in grace and Isaiah 29:24 taught me a lot about grace tonight Veterans Day 2019. I will include it as follows with the note that people that served God in ignorance because of all the greedy lying pastors, Christians, songwriters, and modern Bible translators, though they tried to send people to hell people of their congregations can be saved. Wow that was a run on sentence. (Isa 29:24) They also that erred in spirit shall come to understanding, and they that murmured shall learn doctrine.
I am a no-one and I beat my chest and look at the ground begging God for forgiveness. God gave me the means to publish books and get these sites into the search engines but I failed God. While I deserve hell I beg God for his grace. I totally lost sight of God's Word. Somehow this verse slipped through the cracks. My sites do not glamorize fame or money. As for me in my life I chose poverty over riches, and humility over fame. I work endlessly on sites I can't afford, typing and retyping into the wee hours of the night. Still I have failed you God because I should have done more. I am worthless and made of mud.
One last thing, not to contradict all that I just wrote, part of salvation is calling on the LORD's name: (Rom 10:9) That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. To call upon the LORD you don't need fancy words or to repeat after a pastor. Instead you can call upon Jesus with words of your own. Just don't call upon the LORD in vain: (1Co 15:1) Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; (1Co 15:2) By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain.
You cannot water down the Bible with contemporary scribes, nor can you summarize the Bible in a few choice verses. The Bible has 66 books in the King James 80 in my Geneva 1560 and 81 books in the Wycliffe. Pick up the Bible and start reading it even if it is just an online version. If you have to start reading from a modern Bible if a King James is too difficult to understand. Just remember do honor to God and be sincere when reading his Word.
Another word about what I want to do. I want to be a servant in God's house. Right now part of my ministry is to serve those people in my church. I don't have a church anymore. The churches here preach the same old once saved always saved. Yesterday I felt invisible as I walked into church a day before Veteran's Day 2019 even wearing my Marine Corps knit hat. Only four people were nice to me but everyone else ignored me. I love you. I want to get to know you. One thing my mom taught me was to love people. I tried to get around other folks but there were walls there so they didn't want to talk to me. Yesterday I talked to God about renting a church for Bible studies. He told me its too late that the end is coming. I know I still have a vow to pay but if God honors this vow tonight then I know I serve a loving Creator. If not I will realize the LORD forgot about me. We are on time still but not for much longer. I keep track of times for example I know tonight is the 14th of Chesvan. I don't care what year it is in Hebrew because Genesis 11 was tampered with along with other verses too. Do you really think Satan will leave the Bible alone. Have you ever heard of the Council of Nicea in 325 AD? I have a little more work to do and I have to get some sleep.