Updates on understanding how much the LORD Jesus Christ loves me. Scroll to the bottom for more!
I just watched the movie, "God's Not Dead!" today June 11, 2014. I had some very bad attitudes toward God. For a long time I have wondered and still wonder how God will judge His people. I have often thought God will be a harsh judge but in examining myself I was a harsh Christian. I have had a very bad attitude and it has reflected in my writings. I have not been a good Christian to say the least. I am hoping the movie I watched today will put a new smile on my face and keep it there. I am sorry I am just trying to do the best I can. I have been battling a lot of anger and depression. I am trying my hardest to get over it. I apologize for my bad behavior. I admit I don't always have the most eloquent words to say but I try my hardest. These websites are here for you to understand you aren't the only one going through trials and tribulations. If I can give you just one word to hang onto, the Word God, I hope it gives you all the hope you need. This site and the available links are directed to help people out of the situations in life we may face. I too have faced all these troubles but through Christ Strength and Glory I am overcoming. The thing is Christianity is a lonely road if you try to do it yourself in your own power. When we yoke up with Christ these problems in our lives are not necessarily gone but they are easier to deal with. Just remember to say your prayers because God is always listening. Even if you don't think you are right with God, God still hears. Back in 1998 I was up to no good and when I cried out to God, even as the atheist I was, my life and two others were spared because I prayed a simple prayer. It still meant going to prison for eight years seven months, however I am alive today because of that prayer I made under my own breath. I lived through prison and turned out to be a strong enemy of Satan and was spared total separation from God.
For many many years now I have felt scared of God's anger, and worried over each and every one of my sins. I have felt God was out to get me. If I wasn't worried about myself I worried that God was out to get a loved one. I based my salvation on works and never found forgiveness in the LORD's eyes. My anger and hostilities were poured out all over every page of these websites. I have even been angry at God to the point of cursing Him daily and for a long time my frustrations grew worse and why do I say this. Because if I try and say what a great person I am I'd be a liar guilty of condemnation. I am sorry but the man on the other side of this computer is not perfect. I am a human being perhaps even like you, perhaps you are better than me. This is not MySpace or Facebook nor is it a popularity contest. God is not interested in how many friends you have or your status in church or the money you make. No instead God wants a relationship with you. The reason for this site is to let people know I am not some person that you can't relate to. At one time I had dreams of a great ministry. I had planned to be a better Christian but perhaps like you my Christian walk has not been easy. I fell from God's glory and it seems now I can only rely on what Jesus did for me on the cross. All my works that I bragged upon have become filthy rags. I am sorry God I have sinned and I am sorry I fell from your glory. The law I stare at the Ten Commandments I am guilty of breaking them. I can only look down on Earth beat my breast and cry out in pain, "God forgive me a sinner. I am a dog returning again to my own vomit." In my life I have been worried about everything I said thinking that people would not forgive me if I spoke honestly. I just cannot be a phony anymore. I am trying to please people with my words and works without being me and without being honest. I forgot that God is love (1 John 4:8). I am a rebel in my church since all I read are ancient Bibles. I chose the way of Abraham instead of the green pastures of Lot. In life everything seemed to have impossibilities but still I press on. At least now I have learned that God is not out to get me and that he still loves me even though I sin. I pay 39.99 dollars a month to keep these websites posted even though I get zero visitors other than semalt. Semalt is a virus that tries multiple times each and every day over several of my sites to destroy Bible Heaven, Color Your World With God's Love. I do these websites for God and if they are God's I need to speak for Him instead of speaking for myself. I feel it is important to let people know the purpose of these sites and that is to let people know I am human as they are human. I am not here to tell you to stop sinning when I am a far worse sinner than you can imagine. In some people's eyes that may make people think that I am a horrible person. I am a horrible person who does not deserve God's grace. The thing is though it is by God's mercy and grace and my honesty and repentance that makes me forgiven. It is by telling God I don't deserve heaven and how could God forgive a sinner like me when God steps in and says my sacrifice is good enough for you. (1John 1:8-10) If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. I have never thought as my church thinks that there is only one church. There are many bad churches and a few good churches though often it is the pastor that makes the church. While I will not mention the church I go to, however I have mentioned it in other places on these sites, we are not the only good church. There is not one church that is the master church. Why you might ask; because God shares his spirit and truth through many people in many churches even through many Bibles. While I recommend the King James 1611 Bible with Strongest Strongs to everyone your truths may come in the form of an NIV. I don't recommend using a modern Bible for long as even I read the NIV, however in due time pick up a King James and see the difference. Years ago I told God I would preach for him if he got me through prison. It was a vow that I did not know was a vow or even what a vow is. I have been preaching God's word to an audience of zero people. Some of these web pages get long and they are not well organized. They lack the appearance from flash and Adobe DreamWeaver. Instead these sites are poverty stricken. These sites exist through many many key words or key words that will never be used. The websites are right at the bottom of Google. I write fast in the fear of the LORD that one day people will be reading them. I always worry if what I am saying is wrong but now that I am speaking for God the words are right since the words are not my own. Last night I watched another movie that really made me think about my faith. It was called "Heaven is for Real." In it a revelation was given to a little boy as he had a near death experience. My church warned me about this movie and how it just could not be true however my church is interpreting the scriptures incorrectly. People would leave church if they told the truth. I have another website I took down because it told the truth and lots of it. People aren't always interested in truth. Some people want what is comfortable. The fact is though truth is not always comfortable. Truth may require changing your way of thinking. However truth sets free: (John 14:6 click here) Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. If truth leads us to the Father lies must lead us to the Devil. The Bible is difficult and impossible for people to figure out especially if you read from a modern Bible. You cannot live the life that puts you completely into a works based relationship as I have made the mistake of doing. After watching "Heaven is for Real" I came to the conclusion God is more forgiving then we will ever know. amen...
P.S. I should write all the truth but it only makes me sound like a mad man. While I am a self proclaimed Bible scholar I try to tell the truth as well but the truths that lie hidden in the Bible are mysteries I cannot tell either. In the movie "Heaven is for Real" the preacher whos son nearly died spoke of God's love too and his son's experience. At first he was rejected. I have been rejected for years now especially since I do not fear to say I am a former prisoner and that I am overcoming mental illness.
Jesus loves me!!! Updated 8/29/2014
I just found out that Jesus really does love me. The Almighty God Jesus Christ our LORD is not out to destroy me each and every time I sin. I learned that Jesus loves me. I have been having good dreams lately and I have been highly favored. Some days now I have to ask why the LORD loves me when I sin? I have proved that God's love is enough to save even me. God has not allowed harm to come to my loved ones and he has been a blessing. God is not mad at me for not having a huge ministry. I remember thinking one day I would be like Billy Graham but that has not happened. I answer emails from my Marine Corps site Marines for Christ and I feel I do very little. I have been facing a huge amount of anger and disappointment. When all my money was stolen years ago by an evil and jealous pastor I lost all hope and confidence. I lost the ability to draw and edit my books but I think I will try again. For a time my art was beautiful but when I found out all my money was gone I fell apart. I thought that the LORD hated me. I felt so bad like I really let the LORD down because I failed God. What I did not realize it was in God's plans that God would use me in the latter days. My books that I wanted so bad to publish were not ready nor had the publishing date been in my hands but rather the LORD's timing. God's time and my time were different. Here I was counting on God to bless me but God is blessing me where I am today. Now that I realize that God is no longer angry with me for losing God's money when I was severely ill I realize there is still hope. This hope gives me peace. Now I am hoping I can pick up my pencils and begin drawing again. When time permits I will look at my books too. Everything in my life and those around me are being blessed by God's love. I believe my curse has finally ended and that my poverty will end soon. I am so overjoyed by the love in Christ I am seeing. amen...
Here at The Way Out Ministries I know that Jesus Christ is the only way. Jesus declared, (John 14:6) Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. If Jesus is the only way out of this world then why are so many people trying to create their own ways to reach the golden heavenly city? Sadly most people try to find an alternate route to getting into heaven but it doesn't work that way. Even Christianity was first called "The Way" however others tried to make their own way and ended up lost. I too followed the map to my own pot of gold which led no where. At the age of 28 I saw the way, however it was to late for that way to work out. Now I know the way and I know the way is Jesus Christ. Are you like I once was, tired and alone and there seems to be no way, look to God alone and pray.
Here at The Way Out Ministries I discuss just how GOD Almighty is working in my life. Feel free to go through the links on this site, as it can and will take you to heights you'd never seen nor had you dreamed about them coming true.
-Dale Lee Gordon
In life we are answer seekers. We want to know the truth, but often when we find out the truth we may or may not like to hear it. As a Christian I see my need more and more for that truth and the only truth, the only way out is in Jesus Christ. One day the truth may come knocking on your door and you have the choice to invite truth in or to send it running the other way. For me I have to be honest, I lost sight on the truth. I veered off the path to Jesus Christ and began sinking in down to the depths of hell. I saw a massive debt. It was produced by what was supposed to be a righteous man a pastor and caretaker, who was pure evil. He ended up stealing way in excess of $35,000.00 a debt that I wanted to pay back, but later came to the realization there was absolutely nothing I could do. This pastor, an evil man came saw and stole and there was nothing I could do. He sent me back to prison to get rid of me long enough for the paper trail to disappear. I became homeless on the streets with no way out. I began to sink into a deep pit of mire. Later I tried to regain what was lost only to sink deeper into the pit of despair. Sometimes there is no way out of the problems in life. God may have you fall and keep falling. It is when you are finally on your knees begging for mercy when the LORD puts you exactly where he needs you to be. See God cannot work with a clay pot that is already fired. No rather he must mold the clay and shape you into the vessel that he desires to create out of you. God knows a prideful and hardened heart is no use to him. God wants something that he can mold and create. Once he creates you he puts you through the fire and sees if what he created will not crack or explode once the heat is started. This is a common test. Read the following verse:
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(Dan 12:10) Many shall be purified, and made white, and tried; but the wicked shall do wickedly: and none of the wicked shall understand; but the wise shall understand.
See it is the trials in life we face that create us and make us who we are. See in the past God told me His love was sufficient, but I didn't believe it. Instead I rejected God's love and went back into pity parties once again accusing God for my past mistakes. Those are the lies from the Devil and are not the way out. In 2009 I stared long and hard at my pill bottles in hopes for the way out. That was not the way out either. Friends there is only one way out and that way is through Jesus Christ our LORD. AMEN!
(Heb 12:5-11) And ye have forgotten the exhortation which speaketh unto you as unto children, My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him: For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth. If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons. Furthermore we have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us, and we gave them reverence: shall we not much rather be in subjection unto the Father of spirits, and live? For they verily for a few days chastened us after their own pleasure; but he for our profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness. Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby.
Originally written on February 7th 2010, but has recently been revised October 14, 2014.
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The Lord Isn't Disappointed With You
The LORD isn't disappointed with you when things go wrong.
We are weak but God is strong.
We hope and we wait though the time be long.
We wait and we wait for a new day rise.
We fight with the enemy and combat Satan’s lies.
Though it may come as a surprise God is love and God is wise.
I know you are hurting I’ve been there too.
It’s a hard battle to fight but God will make all things new.
God loves you and He will help you through.
God holds our hand
Sometimes our faith fails.
We ride high then our train derails.
Just when we can breathe again we are out of breath.
Gates close and we near the doors of death.
As we come to the darkest of night then comes the break of day.
Then God comes to hold our hand and lead us the way.
written by: Dale Lee Gordon 9-27-2014